NIP/TUCK SERIES PREMIERE WAS BEAUTIFUL/POETIC/ AND GREAT.
Okay so right about now i am pleased with myself because of how wonderful the premiere was....
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i slept for numerous hours today
I went home early and slept until 3:30.
exhaustion. plain and simple.
no coffee this morning and was not able to stay awake.
besides that I m psyched about Halloween tomorrow.
yea.
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i am trying to figure out why life has meaning and why i deal with people i can't stand on an average basis.
all seems well at first but after being friends for numerous months you start to see they are very annoying and are coincided.
too bad they do not under stand that.
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nicotine/menthol would taste great right now.
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child hood memories (nostalgia)
are something very important and meaningful to me.
i do not think people understand
that i dream of the days
where i would dance for hours
to my fathers music with him,
and play with lucky.
i miss those days so,
keeping them locked in my pocket
right along with my pride.
i wish to high hell i can give my children
the same joy i had.
as a child i know that it wasn't the greatest childhood
but knowing that my father has always been there for me means alot.
he did alot for me and i will always look up to him
no matter what his habits are/were.
sometimes i here a song that reminds me of him,
and i break down crying
that i hurt him by not calling and visiting
often or at least as often as i should have.
life in general means alot to me
and keeping every moment of the good and bad
is something you want to keep with you.
i try not to forget the imporatant things
but i still do
it is the useless days
where you just sit that for hours
doing nothing
and there is a single sentence/ moment
that happened that you will never forget.
i love these memories and each time i hear these songs
i rejoice in the thought of childhood.
i keep it all inside
one day i will let the world see it too.
possibly by doing this(blogging)
or am making a major piece of art work.
who knows
all i know is that i love nostalgic memories.
and my fathers music.
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I see you’re a Nip / Tuck fan toooo!!!
Happy to see you’re psyched for Halloween.
Life has meaning because God is looking after all of us whether or not you notice her hard at work. People are annoying because they always like to talk about themselves and not you. For success with boyfriends etc. always ask them about them and then listen, rolling the baby blues!!!
I am trying to figure out why life has meaning and why I deal with people I can't stand on an average basis.
all seems well at first but after being friends for numerous months you start to see they are very annoying and are conceited. .Too bad they do not understand that.
Your dad was a great guy and you a great artist. Parents just try to raise their children the best way they can. Sometimes we screw up but our heart is always in the right place. We’re just like you except we have more experience but we’re not always as bright as our children!!!
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