E.

if life was a drug we all would be so fucked up
we would all think the same and
than
no more war
no hurt
just illusionist happiness.
perfect.

splish splosh carrot tops

smile
it is 2 degrees
you are still breathing
as close to fresh air as possible.
snow white staring me in the eyes.
metaphor?
possibly.
if we could choose though would you rather have

two crayons

or

two lives

?

i would give anything to live childhood over
which i could do either way
but the crayons seem much more
appealing.
as long as they were not periwinkle of course.
maybe a girl on E would be also more appealing.
dancing to techno/elctronica.
interesting situation also
frequently happening.
something new to try.
E.
well that is a scary situation possibly it would happen.
I will wait as i would usually do.
untill the chance comes up.
worried about friends.
new ones mostly.
still caring even if they do fuck up.
alice isn't always the only one.
we all follow the white rabbit once in awhile.
not only because of the couriosity.
also because all of us stray the wrong way.
some just alot more than others.
we need to learn to follow our paths not theirs.

bring down the telescope.

a cup of coffee.
snoop dogg/dr.dre/freezepop.
all together a great morning.

3 scoops please that is of coffee grounds not sugar.
ozzfest is a bust.
no longer going.
free tickets to first to claim.
woohooish.

swimming

okay so here we go agian.
diffferent song this time keeping things new.
not dancing though except the little ballerina in my head or yours.
i fell into a drift while away for a week,
of love,
loathe,
and frendship.
Only keeping away from a few mostly loving all I must say "people people" are my kind of people becuase in my perspectrive i am a people person who knows though.
applying for a new job.
woohoo.
can not wait actually i can meaning no more peircings hurray for modesty..
not ish.
i suppose it is nice once in a while but not constantly.
bibles are to much for me but so is little religion and love.
i refuse to give up on people if things happen to them so keep on with what happened in you life.
i will support you to do the best thing either way.
so i guess i am a good person besides additrions and cramped lifestyles.
sleep sounds nicce yawning the morning away as usual.
but who knows lets jump around and around.
no more for me though just photography.
cathing life in a freeze frame not like a painting of which has movement like me.

talk about the atmosphere

finding new religion is actually quite harder than it seems falling not as peacfully as you would expect into the abyss still trying quite hard.
i still look at the stars not looking for the heavens more less a constilation or a glimpse of hope if anything.
its funny becuase that glimpse i have been waiting for keeps running by and i just never happen to catch it.
like fireflys. never was all that great at catching them either i guess fire flys sybolized hope. who knows though.
i am quite excited. to sleep. in my bed that is so very nice to lay in it for the sixth time this summer. sixth a estimation of course. no i am not contridicting my self either.
well i need a new song and new mind to type to because this is over played, over stressed, over used.
we should dance for a day and make it all new.
possibly one day it will who knows.
we will find true happiness even if it is gust a glimpse it is still hope.
keep the glass half full.

significantly numerous

Take all the cries out of all your head and shoes.
Of course the ones that walk for miles but go no where in particular.
I feel bad for you , keep walking but not moving; just a jungle gym in your head.
Well if the fish keep swimming that is deifinetly a significance in fact.
Don't you think?
I do believe that if life was a number it would be 0.
For the number of people who care for others more than themselves.
Our planet is pretty sad every one is so very tied up on themselves but who knows maybe it is beter for us to care more about our imperfections then others.
All the criticsm is too much.
So we keep caring about our own insicurities.
Carry on it is always a good thing to do ?
I suppose if you look at in a millon ways like a rubix cube.
You know?
Thousands of strategies.
Only one real way.
Sooner or later we will see every thing in the end.

shooting stars and kalidescopes.

i tripped over my own two feet and fell on to a shooting star.
i dint fly away just sat.
idle.
time to sleep.
when i wake maybe the ride will be over.
or hell maybe it will start.