the white rabbit is late again.

this free writing
is not only addiction
but a way my words
flow fluintly
that which makes no sense
to your poor little
grangered mind
but i speak
in a manner
that which even i
do not understand
or know.
it is a mystery
when the teacher
sets an apple upon my desk
and begs me
to teach and to preach
my knowledge on the hypnosis
in the human brain
so i stand
and the class falls
it is amazing
with that simple apple
(which symobolizes a world of haterd)
i can control
the world
your world
eveyones
besides the ones i hold dear.
the few i wish
i even had the slightest glimpse
of control over
i cant
because they are so free
it is time for me
to break these chais
and eat this apple.
i was not set here
to live by the rules
or make them
i was put here
on this god forbid planet
to break them
and break you down in the process
you keep screaming
that i dont get it
but really you
will never understand
that without me your life will crumble
and alice will go
right back down that hole
like she belongs
the place she is truly happy
full of drugs and formeldahyde.